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Post by Thea on Jun 27, 2023 15:25:21 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"]It always came down to the same question; people always wanted to know how her quirk worked. She never liked talking about it, though that was mostly because she didn't like talking to people in general. It's not like it was really a secret at this point. Enough people knew the details of how it worked to piece together all the details, and the time-turner had already seen what would happen if she lost control.[break][break]
"It's kinda like watching a movie, but I can stitch and cut it with a million other movies. Change the actors around, the set, and even the protagonist, but it all has to come from other movies." It was an oversimplification, as with so many other things when it came to quirks. She hoped Farrin didn't need any more explanation than that, seeing as he already knew she could do more than just watch memories. [break][break]
"Sound's interesting at least. I hear you New Yorkers are all about your pizza, though. Some stupid rivalry with Chicago because you don't like theirs." [break][break]
The mentat's mind was still busy processing the new memories she'd received along with the last few days' events. Time at UAU seemed to fly. Twists and turns she'd never have expected appeared to become the norm. Her typically impeccably sharp senses were dulled by the myriad of distractions. Their pursuer had all the advantage they would need to catch Thea unawares.[break][break]
"How about you?" Her voice sterned as she demanded an equal exchange. "How does your Quirk work?" She hated asking. If it was anyone else, she'd just take the answer, but circumstances forbade it. Farrin already knew how hers worked, so she couldn't surprise him with a benign touch. After the incident with Marlene, she was afraid to do that without some grasp of what a person's quirk actually did. [break][break]
"Sometimes you say things that," she paused, admitting she didn't know something was a terrifying prospect to her, "Things that I don't think you should know. It's uncanny."[break][break]
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Post by Thea on Jun 27, 2023 6:11:04 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"]Seconds ticked away as Thea let the hours pass in her collection of stolen memory. Her outing the other afternoon with Farrin had given her a whole new collection of memories to play with, and she would likely spend the next several days like this if left to her own devices. Unfortunately, She was almost never left to her own devices.[break][break]
Her door rattled, and a sliver of her mind perked up to listen as she drifted between family vacations and corporate secrets. It only took a single syllable for the rest of her mind to stop its playback and bring her mind wholly to the present. The rest of the sentence sounded through her door; it was etched into her memory. Not that this was anything out of the of the ordinary, her mind just worked that way.[break][break]
"Just a second!" She kipped up from the floor and gave her room a quick once over in her mind. She wanted to change into something nicer than black shorts and a red tank top that was a size larger than its label would suggest. But more than that, she wanted to open the door and see what it was Mimi had brought her. In one move, she slid a pile of clothes over to the back corner of her room, hopefully out of sight, before stepping to the door a little too quickly. [break][break]
The door opened just enough for Thea to see Miroru in full before she reached an arm out, pulled the vulpine figure heedlessly into her room, and kicked the door shut behind her. The room was dark, Thea never turned on the lights, and so the only source of illumination was a narrow beam of light that peaked its way through shut curtains. Even still, Thea made sure to watch where her hands landed as she pulled Mimi in for a hug that lasted perceivably longer than most. "Hi~," she said with a lilt before releasing her.[break][break]
"Is that a fucking cactus?" She couldn't quite see it in the dim light of the room, but she'd glimpsed in right before and already was laughing at the fact that Miroru had clearly slapped a pair of googly eyes on the vase. "God, you're so dumb," she said with a smile before flicking the lights on.[break][break]
The ceiling lights flickered to life, and Thea squinted as her eyes adjusted. While it wasn't clear if she had pupils or not, it was clear she didn't take the sudden shift kindly. "Sorry, I don't really need light to navigate, so I keep it off. It's weird, I know."[break][break]
The room was bare; aside from basic necessities, there was nothing to show that anyone lived there. Special accommodations were made to grant her a room alone so that she wouldn't need to worry about her quirk going off by accident, but instead of making use of the extra space, she kept it open, which only made the room seem even less lived in. [break][break]
Taking a seat on her bed, Thea used her hand to pat a spot next to her for Mimi to sit, one that would hopefully keep the mess of clothes out of her line of site. "So, what brings you to this neck of the woods?~"[break][break]
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Post by Thea on Jun 27, 2023 5:18:00 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"]Before she could even answer, Thea found herself shunted from the machine's mind. Her entirety now back where it belonged, she pulled her hand back swiftly and looked towards the clock on the wall. Only a few seconds had passed, yet somehow, it felt like hours. [break][break]
"Whatever that was, it kicked me out. Isn't that convenient," She glowered at Marlene as she spoke. The whole situation was wrong, and there was no shaking the feeling that she'd been there before. "That wasn't just some coding. Those were memetic hazards." She took a sip of her drink to buy herself enough time to think. "They look like my handiwork but..." There was no good way to say it. They were her handiwork but better. They seemed almost purpose-built to stop her from prying through them and seeing the memories that lay within. "But that's not possible."[break][break]
"So, tell me about yourself." Thea leaned forwards and asked in a genuine tone as though she hadn't just tried to ransack the machine's mind. She needed answers, but there was no telling what would happen if she went back in there, no telling what other defenses were implanted in the Marlene's mind. "Those memories, a lot of them aren't from your point of view, and the whole place lacks emotion." She leaned in close as if to whisper, "You're not even human, are you?" she already knew the answer and already knew this wouldn't phase Marlene in the slightest. She had to try anyway, like an animal in a corner attempting to appear larger than it was. Thea was afraid.[break][break]
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Post by Thea on Jun 27, 2023 5:02:13 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"]Crowds always carried with them a distressing duality. On one hand, she hated the presence of so many people all at once. It made it difficult for her to tuck away into the corners of her mind and enjoy something else; anything else. But at the same time, they were a prime hunting ground for new memories, and as of late, the mentat was growing bored of her collection. [break][break]
Thea was more personable than usual as the duo made their way through the crowd. Gliding through the crowd like a pickpocket, gently tapping people on the arm or an exposed shoulder to get them to move aside. She didn't dip through the crowd as much as she seemed to slide through it, intentionally aiming for the densest parts. Not that anyone in her way minded. She made damn sure of that with a faux smile and an injection of happiness for the encounter.[break][break]
"I've never been," It wasn't exactly a lie. You'd be hard-pressed to find a place in the world she didn't have memories from. "Like, I know about it, obviously. A ton of Dominicans over there, but I've only. Only ever been to Here and the DR. Travel kinda, used to not appeal to me." She still didn't really care to travel much, but there were places back home she'd promised to show to Miroru.[break][break]
The already sparse crowds grew thinner, causing Thea to abandon her hunt as she was led to some gods-forsaken corner of Tokyo. "I like pizza. I mean, it's not my favorite or anything, but I enjoy a good slice. We have a bunch of places back home that try to pretend they're 'New York Style,' but they're really just not." She didn't have the same enthusiasm for pizza as the time-turner did. Her tastes were more refined, or at least that's what she liked to think as she recalled the flavors of fresh cloudberries and old wine. [break][break]
"So this place we're going to, Dougie's," The name seemed silly to her as if no one would name a pizzeria like that in real life, "This some like new hole in the wall?" She searched her memory for the place, but it was nowhere to be found. The Japanese had a weird way with pizza, topping it with ingredients she found anathema to the very idea of the food. Several dozen Italian grandmothers in her memory were probably rolling in their graves at the mere thought of Squid and Mayo pizza. [break][break]
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Post by Thea on Jun 27, 2023 4:22:42 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"]It was too much. It was all too much. Her mind raced to dissolve the thoughts into the ocean ov her memories but found herself drowning in their senses and feeling: rage, hunger, but most of all, fear. The swelling tide of fear flooded her senses as she tried to reconcile the fur she felt with the skin he had. Even as she managed to compose herself, her mind lost itself in pasts that were not hers. The dogs around her were friends, enemies, and rivals. She felt hungry and knew she wouldn't be fed unless the next dog she faced died.[break][break] Thea felt teeth sink into her shoulder as imagined sensations overrode her reality. She turned to face the titan whose image was warped and distorted. Her heart raced, adrenaline pumping through her veins along with cortisol. The size difference between them was staggering; all she could feel was fear. Fear was the mind killer.[break][break] She wanted to scream, to claw, to bite. A sliver of her mind was all that held her from baser instinct, and it struggled to keep her human. She fell to the floor with a crash as her knees slammed against the floor. Her hands pressed against her head as she did her best to hold onto the single thread of humanity.[break][break] "I will face my fear."
"Fear is the mind-killer."
"Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
"I will permit it to pass over me and through me."
"I must not fear."
"Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration."
"And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path." [break][break] There was no way for her to know how long it took; seconds or hours all meant the same in her delirium, but eventually, she came to. Her surroundings changed. Dog cages no longer surrounded her; instead, she found herself slung over Zenkai's shoulder. The Titans hurried pace causing her to flail about and irritate the wound on her arm.[break][break] "Put me the fuck down," she huffed in a rage despite knowing full well what had happened. She lost control; fortunately, Zenkai was there to bring her to safety. She wanted to hate him for it, and on some level, she did. [break][break] Once released, she'd check their wounds before issuing a proclamation. "You didn't see anything happen to me, okay?" If it weren't for the fact that she was both injured and beyond her limit, she'd just as quickly have erased the memory. But for now, she had no choice but to trust the titan's ability to keep its mouth shut. "understood?" She opened her hand in a faux threat.[break][break] [break] [attr="class","skullinfo"]345 WORDS [attr="class","skullcredits"] TAIKO![newclass=.skullhover]width:420px;-webkit-filter: grayscale(100%);filter: grayscale(100%);-webkit-transition:all 1s ease;transition:all 1s ease;-webkit-transition-delay:0.1s;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullhover:hover]-webkit-filter: grayscale(0%);filter: grayscale(0%)-webkit-transition:all 1s ease;transition:all 1s ease;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullimg]width:380px;height:200px;background-image:url(https://i.ibb.co/nrVgLSZ/Untitlesdffsdd.png); background-repeat:no-repeat;[/newclass] [newclass=.skulltitle]font-family:verdana;font-weight:700;font-size:50px;position:relative;text-align:center;color:#168D93;margin-top:-36px;margin-bottom:0px;text-shadow: -1px 0 black, 0 1px black, 1px 0 black, 0 -1px black;[/newclass] [newclass=.skulloverlap]letter-spacing:1px;font-family:oswald;font-weight:200;font-size:9px;position:relative;text-align:center;margin-top:-0;margin-bottom:-5px;color:#e8e8e8;text-shadow: -1px 0 black, 0 1px black, 1px 0 black, 0 -1px black;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullbody]div-align:center;text-align:justify;width:380px;font-size:10px;font-family:roboto;color:#e8e8e8;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullbody b]color:#168D93;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullinfo]width:380px;font-family:oswald;font-size:9px;font-weight:200;color:#767676;text-align:right[/newclass] [newclass=.skullcredits]width:380px;font-family:roboto;font-size:8px;text-align:center;[/newclass] [googlefont=Oswald] [googlefont=Roboto]
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Post by Thea on Jun 26, 2023 1:35:16 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"]The exam would give no pause for debriefing as machines continued their assault on Marlene, who was oddly undisturbed by the bolts pelting her torso. Thea pondered for a moment between breaths if she would be able to take tht kind of damage. She quickly deduced that while she'd probably survive, she'd never be able to take it in the same stride as Marlene. "She's just built different, I guess." Thea thought idly as she sprinted.[break][break]
"Cover me," she commanded of Jack. There was no way for her to stop the two remaining machines from approaching, Thea had no choice to rely on the dragon boy for cover. Considering he alone had enough personality for the three of them, Thea assumed he had the energy to manage this too.[break][break]
The mentat slid to a stop, placing herself opposite Marlene as she sent reams of capture tape flying through the air and around the machine's forearms, adding her strength to Marlene's and tipping the machine over and sending it crashing into the ground. Unfortunately, Thea lacked the strength to finish the red robot as it thrashed on the ground and would have to let another deliver the final blow.[break][break]
"Listen up," she raised her voice so that her allies could hear her, "There's two dudes waiting in the wings. They're gonna jump us as soon as it looks like we're gonna clear, so save your strength. I also know where all the actors are. Follow me and we'll pass this easy." She growned as the red robot's strength began to overpower her own. "Can one of you kill this fucking thing!?"[break][break]
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Post by Thea on Jun 23, 2023 21:46:03 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"]Somehow, Miroru's admission that she'd have done the same thing gave Thea a sense of reassurance she'd long since abandoned. It was easy to slip up and reveal details you didn't explicitly take, doubly so when trying to avoid mentioning things like the scars that ran Miroru's forearms. But the redhead was unphased, or at least took it in what Thea found to be an interesting stride.[break][break]
"Of course you would," she threw half as a jab, half as an acknowledgment. She smirked to drive the point home. [break][break]
If her pupils could dilate, they'd betray the thought in her head. Fortunately for the mentat, her eyes remained uncanny spheres as she took in every detail of the moment. This wasn't anything out of the usual; it was simply how her mind operated. What was unusual was the lack of background memories playing in her mind. There was no other distraction as she sat wholly in the here and now, engrossed by company and conversation.[break][break]
"I have to hold myself to this standard. If you get the intrusive thought to vaporize me, nothing happens unless you choose to do it. If I get the intrusive thought to erase your mind," her hand balled into a loose fist, "It just happens if my hand's in the wrong place." It was the great distinguisher between their world. Miroru was the good samaritan, the intentional act of good that happened to people. Thea was the ill intent who set upon a traveler, all for being on a road they should not have been on.[break][break]
She wanted to leave. She wanted to let the void between them expand and envelop everything that was and would be between them. It was the golden path as she saw it, the only way things end well. If not for her, then for everyone unfortunate enough to be in her wake. Unfortunately, Thea was no martyr. She was selfish.[break][break]
The mentat accepted the offering, taking a place under Miroru's arm. She tucked her arms up to her chest and made sure her hands stayed out of harms way. She could never hold someone, but at least she could be held. "You know you're gonna regret this someday, right Mimi." Her voice was low and carried with it the weight of resignation. Thea tried to warn her. Whatever happened now, Miroru knew the stakes. [break][break]
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Post by Thea on Jun 22, 2023 6:20:06 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"] "New rule: Don't taunt Miroru with quirk." The mentat learned her lesson and would not make the same mistake again. It was better this way for both of them. It didn't matter how much she trusted Thea. Thea did not trust herself. [break][break] She wanted to respond to the fox's naive response. There was no way that would work out. Reaching for the top when those already there are gunning for you. It would be inevitably painful when those dreams crashed down on her with the weight of her efforts behind them. Thea wasn't sure she wanted to be there when that happened. She pondered a response as she swallowed the last bite of her meal and arms wrapped themselves around her. [break][break] Her senses expanded, and as she fell forward, time dilated, expanding as her mind stretched to absorb the rush of unexpected stimuli. The fall felt like forever, yet she couldn't bring herself to think while she had the time. "I just, I mean," she stumbled over her words as her mind operated at speeds well above what her body could handle. She hadn't exactly looked for those memories. Everyone's memories carried a sort of metadata to them. Proprioception, fragmented thought, sense of self. Things we don't know we're doing or perceiving. That's not to say she didn't peek or put two and two together. Memory was inherently a messy thing. [break][break] "Did she just."
"Didn't we just tell her not to touch us."
"We made her blush."
"Is that what you're worried about, she's accusing us of stealing more memories."
"It's just a hug."
"You know she's joking."
"She's warm"
"We could always find out."
"It's never just a hug."
"Do we even have to answer?"
"Why would she do this" [break][break] She focused her mind, and the hydras head receded one by one. She didn't know what to do or how to respond. The minds within her offered no help as their cacophony grew silent. She found herself wholly in the present, unsure if she wanted to leave or stay. Fortunately for Thea, what felt like an eternity in her mind was only a few seconds outside. She realized that she left a witticism unanswered, and despite her heart racing, she had a reputation to keep.[break][break] "I mean, can you blame me~" She almost whispered her response as she moved to lean on her side and exit the redhead's embrace. She couldn't quite figure out what Miroru's reason for such brazen trust was. Most people kept her at arm's length, but this girl was steadfast about being in arm's reach and harms way. [break][break] "You shouldn't trust me that much. Like, I appreciate it, but." She paused, wondering how you tell someone you will inevitably hurt them. How even the people closest to Thea eventually grew distant no matter how fiercely loyal she was. "I'm sure you'll make it to the top someday. I just hope you don't get hurt on the way." "I don't want to be the one that hurts you."[break][break] The void grew, fed by emotion. Even though Thea berated Miroru for opting to be alone, her hypocrisy in this was palpable. She didn't want to be alone. She had to be. It was better that way. For everyone.[break][break] [break] [attr="class","skullinfo"] [attr="class","skullcredits"] TAIKO![newclass=.skullhover]width:420px;-webkit-filter: grayscale(100%);filter: grayscale(100%);-webkit-transition:all 1s ease;transition:all 1s ease;-webkit-transition-delay:0.1s;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullhover:hover]-webkit-filter: grayscale(0%);filter: grayscale(0%)-webkit-transition:all 1s ease;transition:all 1s ease;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullimg]width:380px;height:200px;background-image:url(https://i.ibb.co/nrVgLSZ/Untitlesdffsdd.png); background-repeat:no-repeat;[/newclass] [newclass=.skulltitle]font-family:verdana;font-weight:700;font-size:50px;position:relative;text-align:center;color:#168D93;margin-top:-36px;margin-bottom:0px;text-shadow: -1px 0 black, 0 1px black, 1px 0 black, 0 -1px black;[/newclass] [newclass=.skulloverlap]letter-spacing:1px;font-family:oswald;font-weight:200;font-size:9px;position:relative;text-align:center;margin-top:-0;margin-bottom:-5px;color:#e8e8e8;text-shadow: -1px 0 black, 0 1px black, 1px 0 black, 0 -1px black;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullbody]div-align:center;text-align:justify;width:380px;font-size:10px;font-family:roboto;color:#e8e8e8;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullbody b]color:#168D93;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullinfo]width:380px;font-family:oswald;font-size:9px;font-weight:200;color:#767676;text-align:right[/newclass] [newclass=.skullcredits]width:380px;font-family:roboto;font-size:8px;text-align:center;[/newclass] [googlefont=Oswald] [googlefont=Roboto]
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Post by Thea on Jun 21, 2023 18:00:35 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"]"What the fuck, Miroru!" Thea snapped at her companion while pressing both hands against her stomach to be sure no point of contact was available. "Do you have any idea how dangerous that is?" Concern mixed with anger in equal measure. Not in all her life had anyone willingly subject themselves to her quirk. The notion of it was so alien to her that she hadn't even registered it happening until it was too late. [break][break]
Her mind raced. While she clearly received Miroru's thoughts, there was no telling what traveled back the other way, if anything at all. She was worried about that but more worried about any potential damage she may have done to the Fox's mind. "Please, don't do that again. I can't just turn this off and in the wrong circumstances..." Her voice faded. [break][break]
Awkward silence lingered. "They are monsters. Sometimes it takes an even greater monster to beat them." She paused, knowing full well the implications of what she said. "You remember the origins of hero law, right? How 90% of heroes were considered villains or vigilantes overnight. The system rewards monsters for being monsters. Sometimes justice only exists outside the law..." The glanced around to make sure no one had overheard them. [break][break]
She felt a tightness in her chest. The people around her were all so bound up in their own truths that even when the answer was clear, they couldn't look past their own morality. She held no such reservation. It's not that she didn't want to be good. It's that she saw the value of standing on the other side of the law. [break][break]
"People who were going to believe you will believe you still, people who weren't... Well, fuck them."[break][break]
Experience told her she'd already said too much. Instead of continuing, she tried to bring the conversation back to lighter moods and shallower waters. "Nah, If we ever make it big, I'm taking you to the Caribbean. Fix up those tan lines with some real sun." Something told her that's not the path their lives would take. She felt a void encroach in the space between them. The same one that separated her from Farrin, and Zenkai, and everyone else in this godforsaken school. "They're too good. They're just all too good." She thought as she looked down at her share of the meal and shoveled it into her mouth to stop herself from saying anything else.[break][break]
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Post by Thea on Jun 21, 2023 5:49:23 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"]"Flan, I haven't had flan in," She paused to consider how long it had been since she'd actually physically had Flan, "too long." She realized she'd never had it at all. A lone train of thought started cataloging what experiences she'd enjoyed only through memory. Quickly the tally crept up and became a sobering realization. "Yeah, I hope I make enough to go travel too." She'd seen the world but only ever been to two countries.[break][break]
Seeing Miroru reach out into space caught Thea's attention. She replayed the moment a few times to make sure she'd got everything. As much as she hated to admit it, staring off into space and being weird was a niche market she cornered with pride. Unlike Thea's episodes, the fox snapped out of hers quickly.[break][break]
"I don't hate every rule. I mean, I hate every rule ever placed on me but, like, I have my own rules, ya know." There was a small list of rules she did follow. Or, more specifically, she tried to follow them. It's hard to follow any sort of rigid guidelines when your whole worldview ebbs and flows like the tide. "I don't hurt animals. That's one!" She said as she skewered a meatball from Miroru's box. "Always look both ways before crossing the road." An awkward laugh lept from her throat. She was already low on rules she was willing to talk about. "It's just a lot of stuff about how not to touch people and what I can and can't do after I do," she thought between blinks.[break][break]
"Besides, rules are your thing, you egg-stealing scoundrel." It was hard for Thea to imagine Miroru stealing eggs or anything for that matter. The whole idea of her as anything other than heroic was preposterous at best. The mentat was somewhat jelous of that. Despite making it all the way to UAU, she still felt like she walked a fine line. There was something inside that compelled her to do horrible things to people. "If I followed them, then who'd be left to lead you astray?" She pulled the meatball off the chopsticks with her teeth. [break][break]
"You ever think about what it would be like?" Her eyes trailed to the side. She couldn't look Miroru in the eye and ask it. "What, like, going vigi would be like." She said. "What being a villain would feel like?" She thought in tandem. Her mind replayed the last few weeks. She'd already been in altercations involving the police once she even went on patrol. In all cases, she walked the darker side of grey. Torture, the removal of free will, avoiding the police. None of these were accidents. She chose her action; she wanted to do them. "The Thea-cracy demands an answer, or else." She pointed her palm at Miroru in a faux taunt. [break][break]
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Post by Thea on Jun 21, 2023 2:51:16 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"]He was probably right. [break][break]
People didn't just end up at UAU because they wanted to be a hero. This place was a magnet for all sorts of broken people, those lucky enough to get just the right dose of trama to give them something to prove while also being born with the ability to be somehow better than every sane person mistaken enough to walk the same road. [break][break]
"No, you're right." She stretched a hand out into the rain. Each droplet, from a different time and place. Between suppressing her injury and the massive remodeling she'd done to the thug's mind, she was pushing her limit. "So many of us come here under the pretense of fixing the world but really we're all here for ourselves at the end of the day." [break][break]
Her sense of self began to blur at the edges. Countless minds linking together, overwhelming her perception. "Shit," they thought in unison. [break][break]
"Things are always complicated." the words fell from Thea's mouth almost as if they'd not spoken them at all. "But people always get hurt, even when you get to the top. It's just further for you to fall. We've been there before, this place doesn't really prepare you half as well as we'd hoped." [break][break]
They turned towards Oberon. "You can't no ass anything. Not even for a moment. Already we're known elements and they target us, always." Their eyes looked towards the Time-Turner but peered through him. In his place stood a million different people, the lost children, friends, and lovers of heroes that had come before. Thea was nowhere to be found.[break][break]
The mentat's mind had slipped under the consistent strain. Her sense of self was no greater than that of any aspect within her. She'd been here before, lost in a sea of memories only to partially perceive the outside world through a million fractured lenses. If she could want for anything, she'd want to scream, she'd want her body just to stop, she wanted to take back control. She was far too diluted a part of the whole to want for anything.[break][break]
"We should get back before we collapse," they said, aware that the mental arrangement they held was unstable and that other minds were awakening just beneath the surface.[break][break]
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Post by Thea on Jun 21, 2023 1:31:12 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"] "Well then..."[break][break] She had no idea what else to say, given the fact that Zenkai managed to drop-kick a man while still having fresh bullet wounds. To top it off, it didn't even appear to phase Zen, who Thea was now starting to see resembled his name more than he should. [break][break] Checking her own wound, the Mentat drew upon memories of similar injuries before concluding that the painful damage was nothing she'd have to seriously worry about. The pain faded as she overwhelmed the sensation once more. [break][break] "Fucker was keeping secrets from his own team," She kicked the now unconscious Alexi in the stomach before entering the room they'd worked so hard to reach. [break][break] The sound of dogs barking echoed off the wall, and the metallic stench of blood was everywhere. "This is sick, who does this?" she said, moving up to one of the cages as a dog snarled and snapped in her direction, fear and rage openly on display. "Hey hey, it's okay. Mamma's here, you're safe now." Slowly she brought her hand closer to the cage until the dog's snapping jaws touched the edge of the cage and she could press her palm against its nose. [break][break] The two stood motionless for a moment as if they'd skipped a moment together. The dog stopped its threatening display before giving an approving bark and handing her its paw. "Good boy," her voice was meek.[break][break] "Hey, Zen. I'm gonna calm them all down. Alexi has the key in his back pocket. Free the ones that high-five you." While her eyes betrayed no emotion, Thea's voice was a well of it. As she went from dog to dog, she appeared to get slower and more hesitant. At some point, she stopped altogether. She stared at the dog in its cage with her hollow unfeeling eyes, hand raised to repeat the process now for the dozenth time. Her eyes closed as she tried to focus her mind. A single drop ran down her cheeks and spattered on the ground along with the blood and the muck. [break][break] "I'm sorry," she whispered between tears, "I'm so sorry." [break][break] [break] [attr="class","skullinfo"] [attr="class","skullcredits"] TAIKO![newclass=.skullhover]width:420px;-webkit-filter: grayscale(100%);filter: grayscale(100%);-webkit-transition:all 1s ease;transition:all 1s ease;-webkit-transition-delay:0.1s;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullhover:hover]-webkit-filter: grayscale(0%);filter: grayscale(0%)-webkit-transition:all 1s ease;transition:all 1s ease;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullimg]width:380px;height:200px;background-image:url(https://i.ibb.co/nrVgLSZ/Untitlesdffsdd.png); background-repeat:no-repeat;[/newclass] [newclass=.skulltitle]font-family:verdana;font-weight:700;font-size:50px;position:relative;text-align:center;color:#168D93;margin-top:-36px;margin-bottom:0px;text-shadow: -1px 0 black, 0 1px black, 1px 0 black, 0 -1px black;[/newclass] [newclass=.skulloverlap]letter-spacing:1px;font-family:oswald;font-weight:200;font-size:9px;position:relative;text-align:center;margin-top:-0;margin-bottom:-5px;color:#e8e8e8;text-shadow: -1px 0 black, 0 1px black, 1px 0 black, 0 -1px black;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullbody]div-align:center;text-align:justify;width:380px;font-size:10px;font-family:roboto;color:#e8e8e8;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullbody b]color:#168D93;[/newclass] [newclass=.skullinfo]width:380px;font-family:oswald;font-size:9px;font-weight:200;color:#767676;text-align:right[/newclass] [newclass=.skullcredits]width:380px;font-family:roboto;font-size:8px;text-align:center;[/newclass] [googlefont=Oswald] [googlefont=Roboto]
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Post by Thea on Jun 20, 2023 4:36:18 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"]It was rare that she received any consideration. Or at least it had been before she arrived at UAU. Before she met the half dozen or so people that had decided to make the worst possible decision and attempt to befriend Thea. Miroru was probably the worst offender. In another life, Thea imagined she probably hated the fox simply for behaving the way she did. Somehow Miroru had risen to the esteemed rank of acquaintance. Which was odd when you considered Thea had snuck her into a few parties and that this was far from their first time hanging out.[break][break]
She plopped unceremoniously onto the Blanket and layed on her back. One hand was over the edge of the cloth as she ran her fingers through the grass.[break][break]
"I haven't been, but I know what it's like. Their stuff's amazing." It was her standard answer at this point. She didn't go places as much as she remembered them. "There's this, like, bakery not far from there called 'pan de la pan.' It's amazing." That one she'd at least walked by once.[break][break]
"Ugh, just veggies and guac. Gosh, you must have no taste. Limited to just that... One. Little. Mind." She jabbed back, making sure Miroru didn't get too comfortable in the conversation. "You should go to Milan or Cuba. So much cooler than Japan. Maybe even get some class while you're out there." She turned to look at the fox girl and punctuated her statement with a smirk.[break][break]
Thea sat up, taking a tuft of grass with her as she rose. She eyed the fistful of green before gently blowing it off her hand and watching as the blades reached the ground.[break][break]
"Ya know bugs have memories?" She turned her head back towards Miroru. "They, like, just live their little lives none the wiser about anything, and then like, they just die." Her tone was lighter than usual, like she was sharing some fun trivia that only she could access, not an existential comment on a bug's life. "Anyway, we won't have to worry about ants now."[break][break]
Reaching into the bag, Thea pulled out the drinks and placed them next to the bento before pulling disposable chopsticks out and handing a pair to Miroru. Purposefully she held them between her index and middle fingers to reduce potential contact with her palm. Once taken, Thea would separate her own before and then run them across each other. It was bad manners, and she knew it. It's why she did it.[break][break]
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Post by Thea on Jun 20, 2023 3:36:45 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"]Thea didn't consider herself a guest. When it came to realms of the mind, she felt more like a conquerer, a tyrant, a queen. But in this place, Thea felt like an unwelcome invader. She continued to toss tomes aside, despite the repeated bops to the head she received. Her stubbornness wouldn't let her take it in stride. "Fuck you," she spat in response to the repeated meeting of book to head. She continued to multiply, spreading and growing like a cancer. [break][break]
It wasn't until Marlene's face took over a whole side of the library that she stopped to pay attention. "Damn, you're huge." They turned as a collective to look the massive face in the eye.[break][break]
Taking the tape, the mentat reviewed it quickly before casting it aside. "Yeah, it's the same as what I remember. Fuck," Her copies stormed around, searching for something, anything that could give her direction as to why she was getting these memories. She didn't even stop to consider what it was that drove her to this extreme. Not even Farrin provoked this reaction when be so much as admitted to having the same go on with his sense through time. [break][break]
She wandered the isles for a while, how long she didn't know. A quick examination of the outside world informed her that only a few seconds had passed. In here, time lost all meaning. [break][break]
Eventually, she encountered an isle between the isles. it existed only as a fragment of memory disconnected from the space around it. Thea approached it, but she felt her head begin to ache, her breathing becoming heavy. Everything in her was telling her that this was something she should not approach. That was precisely why she had to.[break][break]
"What are these?" Thea looked at the machine girl. Her voice distorted and broken as if mere proximity to the isle was unraveling her. [break][break]
Regardless of the answer, she would push forwards. Copies throughout the library began dissipating. She needed her whole focus for whatever this was. Memetic hazards were in place, though she was able to unravel them as simply as she would her own. She couldn't think of anyone else capable of something like this. It had to be her work; she had to of been here before. [break][break]
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Post by Thea on Jun 19, 2023 17:46:48 GMT
[nospaces] [attr="class","skullhover"] [attr="class","skullimg"] [attr="class","skulltitle"]間違い [attr="class","skulloverlap"]How do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? [attr="class","skullbody"]The floor quickly became Thea's favorite place to spend her idle hours. She lay there, motionless, for hours on end. It was only on rare occasions that she left her room. Mainly it was for food. On even rarer occasions, it was for companionship. Despite her deep desire for solitude, something about this place compelled her to at least pretend to be social. It was an itch at the back of her mind like a fundamental change had transpired in her the moment she arrived at UAU, like everything before that wasn't even real, and the world only took form last Thursday. She would have laughed at the whole idea if she had any sense of when or where she was. [break][break]
Her eyes opened. She heard a light knocking that echoed onto countless memories until she was afraid the door might burst open from the force of it all. Of course, it didn't. Thea knew that, but it didn't stop her from somehow believing it, even if only for a moment. She turned towards the door, the portcullis that divided her cell from the world outside. She blinked listlessly, waiting for her mind to process the world in the now. She wasn't going to force it. Only one person had ever knocked on her door before, and she knew this wasn't Zenkai's knock simply by how unrattled the door was and the fact that it was still there.[break][break]
"Gross, who even does the whole vegetarian thing." She got up from the floor, looking around the mess she called a room and realizing how bad a first impression it would make. Thea shrugged before reaching into a pile she presumed was clean and throwing on a grey tanktop red lettering that read 'kia ora' with a middle finger after it. "Don't make me regret being nice." She said coldly before opening the door.[break][break]
Despite now being in the present as much as she could bring herself to tolerate, her eyes carried that same distant vacant gaze. Thea was sure Miroru was used to it by now. "Can't trust you to find a good spot. I've got one; follow me." She wandered off, assuming the fox would follow.[break][break]
Thea refused to entertain any of the patches of grass that were clearly designated for sitting. To do that would be to follow the rules, and even this small act of defiance felt necessary for her mental health. Instead, she trekked to near the edge of the training grounds. A small space not meant for travel where the plants grew more freely than places cared for by the landscaper's watchful eye. "Here's good," She said, pressing her hand into the thick grass. [break][break]
As they arranged the blanket, Thea looked toward Miroru. "We should just split the two boxes. No one should have to suffer a full vegi meal. That's some real villain shit." She smirked as if the joke was somehow clever.[break][break]
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