i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
ALIAS
Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
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QUIRK
Twin Shadows
Student
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May 18, 2024 21:22:33 GMT
Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on May 18, 2024 21:22:33 GMT
[googlefont=Quicksand] [attr="class","likedo"] [attr="class","likedotitle"] [attr="class","likedotitle2"]LOCKER ROOM APPLICATION - INSERT CHARACTER NAME HERE PHARAOH LEAP. [newclass=.likedo]background-color:#f0f0f0;padding:25px;width:400px;color:#888888;line-height:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedotitle]background-color:#ffffff;border:solid 9px #444444;padding:1px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedotitle2]background-color:#444444;color:#ffffff;font:bold 10px Calibri;line-height:35px;text-align:center;letter-spacing:2px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedoinfo]margin-top:-10px;border:solid 1px #e5e5e5;background-color:#f9f9f9;padding:24px;font:10px verdana;text-align:justify;line-height:12px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedosub]background-color:#444444;font:bold 8px Calibri;text-align:left;padding:10px;color:#ffffff;text-transform:uppercase;letter-spacing:1px;[/newclass]
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i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
ALIAS
Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
0
QUIRK
Twin Shadows
Student
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May 18, 2024 21:20:49 GMT
Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on May 18, 2024 21:20:49 GMT
[googlefont=Quicksand] [attr="class","likedo"] [attr="class","likedotitle"] [attr="class","likedotitle2"]Profile Adjustment [attr="class","likedoinfo"] [attr="class","likedosub"]Precedent ya girl's getting a new layoutttttt [attr="class","likedosub"]Current preview here[div style="width:450px;margin:auto;text-align:justify;"][img src="https://imgur.com/jljNvRv.jpg" style="width:450px"][div style="font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:bold;line-height:normal;width:400px;background:rgb(23, 23, 23);color:rgb(91, 67, 210);text-align:center;padding:25px;"][font face="georgia"][span style="font-size:38px;"]⌜ Y Ā O G U Ǐ ⌟[/span][/font][/div][attr="class","body"][div align="center"][PTabbedContent=[font size="6"][/font]][PTab=𝕀ℕ𝕋ℝ𝕆] [b]» NAME:[/b] Yāojīng Suzui (妖精 yāojīng, [i]sprite/faerie,[/i] 鈴伊 suzui, [i]a bell[/i]) [blockquote][b]» AKA:[/b] Yaoyao (preferred), Yao-bear (Junsuina Kanjo) [b]» GENDER:[/b] Eh — She / Her pronouns. [b]» SEXUALITY:[/b] Her [a href="https://ffjmyheroacademiarp.proboards.com/thread/144/"]boyfriend[/a]. 👻[/blockquote][b]» AGE:[/b] 19 [blockquote][b]» BIRTHDATE:[/b] 3/29 [b]» SIGN:[/b] ☼ Aries, ⇧ Scorpio, ☾ Cancer[/blockquote][b]» AFFILIATION:[/b] Student [blockquote][b]» DEPARTMENT:[/b] Heroics [3rd year] [b]» ALIAS:[/b] Yāoguǐ the Wraith (妖鬼 [i]yāoguǐ[/i], lit. "strange ghost") [b]» OCCUPATION:[/b] Tattoo Artist Apprentice[/blockquote][b]» THEME:[/b] [a href="https://youtu.be/0_fU6zwRpGs?si=amTKmBWrTOc0310B"]🎼[/a][/PTab={tabwidth:400;tab-selected-color:#fff}] [PTab=𝕃𝕆𝕆𝕂𝕊] [b]» HEIGHT:[/b] 180 cm / 5’11” [b]» WEIGHT:[/b] 80 kg / 176 lbs
[b]» COLOR:[/b][blockquote][b]» EYE:[/b] milky lavender, no pupils -> striking violet [b]» HAIR:[/b] pitch black [b]» SKIN:[/b] tan[/blockquote][b]» FACE CLAIM[/b][blockquote][b]» NAME:[/b] Hinata Hyūga / Asa Mitaka / Bernadetta [b]» SERIES:[/b] Naruto Series / Chainsaw Man / FE:3H[/blockquote] Intimidating. For most people, that’s the first word that comes to mind when they see her.
Her eyes at rest are cold and dull, fathomless pools of milky lavender turned slit pupils and striking violet upon provocation, but that’s not what makes people nervous about her. Her hair is a long waterfall of pin-straight pitch-dark hair so deeply black that it seems to shine an iridescent purple when it catches any light at all, but that’s not what makes people avoid getting too close. She’s tall compared to the average girl and built like a woman who knows how to throw a punch, but that’s not what sells it.
It’s the way she carries herself; with a casually domineering sort of unflinching self-assurance that gives the impression that she’s always in control and always knows what she’s doing: exactly what she wants to be, no matter what the input or opinions of anyone around her. [/PTab={tabwidth:400;tab-selected-color:#fff}] [PTab=𝕀𝔻𝔼ℕ𝕋𝕀𝕋𝕐][table style="width:450px;"][tbody][tr][td style="padding:3px;"][b]» POSITIVES:[/b][blockquote]👻 assertive 👻 loyal 👻 resourceful 👻 dauntless [/blockquote][/td][td style="padding:3px;"][b]» NEGATIVES:[/b][blockquote]😈 headstrong 😈 crass 😈 temperamental 😈 mischievous [/blockquote][/td][/tr][tr][td style="padding:3px;"][b]»LIKES:[/b][blockquote]👻 chocolate 👻 spicy food 👻 birds 👻 The Tea™. [/blockquote][/td][td style="padding:3px;"][b]»DISLIKES:[/b][blockquote]👿 white chocolate 👿 big bodies of water 👿 seafood 👿 small, closed spaces [/blockquote][/td][/tr][/tbody][/table] It’s an understatement to say that Yaoyao’s a person of extremes, burning with ice cold or searing heat in turns. She can be one tough nut to crack — hard to really get close to, but also someone you definitely don’t want to call your enemy, especially considering her nasty habit of going directly for the jugular when cornered.
That’s mostly figurative, though.
Mostly.
At least 50%.
In summary... under an icy layer of apathy and general disdain: she’s mischievous. She’s chaotic. She doesn’t waste time on things that don't interest her. She’s got a short fuse and a big temper. She’s violent. She is, on many subjects, morally apathetic. She’s protective of her own. She’s fiercely loyal, and once you’re locked into that loyalty system, would commit actual war crimes and walk across the entirety of Japan barefoot and in the rain to make you happy or keep you safe. Yaoyao is all of these things, in no particular order, and in no real degree of moderation.[/PTab={tabwidth:400;tab-selected-color:#fff}] [PTab=𝕆ℝ𝕀𝔾𝕀ℕ] Where to begin?
On paper, she is Yāojīng Suzui. She has always been Yāojīng Suzui, save an incident in her first year of high school that prompted a legal name change and an overhaul of her entire appearance, style, and personality. She was born in Wuhan, China, moved to Medellin, Colombia when she was 10 years old, and moved to Japan when she was 15. Fukuoka for high school where she met her current boyfriend, and then Tokyo for university.
As far as her opinion goes, that’s all you need to know.
Of course, you can ask. Yaoyao has few soft spots, and any chinks that do exist in her armor are tucked safely behind boundaries guarded by towering walls, steel wires, and vicious dogs even quicker to bite than the mistress herself. Which is a statement in and of itself. And that’s if she deigns to decide you’re worth the time and effort of letting you talk to her in the first place, which… unless there’s something of import or interest to her involved, people seldom are.
All in all, just one of the leading mythic b-----s of UA university, back for another year of terrorizing teachers and raising hell. No ‘misunderstood jerk with heart of gold and more to them than meets the eye’ nonsense going on here.
…. But sometimes - every once in a while - when Yaoyao appears to be nowhere to be found, there’ll be another young woman wandering the grounds of UA University and the surrounding city. A [a href="https://i.imgur.com/A0OvrSn.png"]girl[/a] with soft lavender hair and silver eyes, looking all at once both helplessly lost and terribly alone.
[div align="center"][spoiler][font face="arial"]hint. [a href="https://ffjmyheroacademiarp.proboards.com/post/1099"][img alt="ask your demons where they came from, and they'll open their eyes and start to remember what they were protecting." style="max-width:100%;" src="https://i.imgur.com/MIpnO2d.jpg"][/a]
[i]("ask your demons where they came from and they'll open their eyes and start to remember what they were protecting.")[/i][/font][/spoiler][/div][/PTab={tabwidth:400;tab-selected-color:#fff}] [/PTabbedContent={tabs:top; tabwidth:15; tabvalign:top;width:450px;}][/div][hr][div align="center"][PTabbedContent][PTab=ℚ𝕌𝕀ℝ𝕂][img src="https://i.imgur.com/o5GZE1X.gif" style="max-width:100%;"] [div align="center"][font face="courier new"]TRANSFORMATION / EMITTER — C+[/font][/div] TL:DR; User can create customizable manifestations of nebulous shadow-like energy and has a sentient double comprised of the same energy with which she can switch bodies at will.
[div align="center"][font size="5"][b]тωιи ѕнα∂σωѕ[/b][/font][/div] User is capable of manifesting shadow appendages that are freely customizable by her in terms of shape, size, and tangibility, and shares body with sentient double made of the same shadowy energy (shadow user). Shadow user can also freely customize their own shape, size, tangibility, etc. Shadow user and appendages do not appear to be bound by their own weight or by gravity. These shadow appendages, despite their naming, are composed of a type of ‘dark energy’ unique to the user rather than true shadows. Human and shadow can switch places at will, with the sentient double having a different physical appearance when she takes on human form.
[div align="center"][b]DRAWBACKS[/b][/div] [b]✖[/b] Bright lights hurt. A [i]lot[/i]. Especially when they happen suddenly. They'll knock her off balance hard, making her disoriented and uncalibrated and leaving her with a killer headache to boot.
[b]✖[/b] As Yaoyao uses her shadow limbs, her body will start to turn inky dark from the tips of her hair, hands, and feet inward. The more of her body that's consumed by shadow, the more reckless and volatile Yaoyao gets, and vice versa.
[b]✖[/b] Spreading your awareness across a broad range of parts and locations can become incredibly confusing if you're not careful. The greater the number of shadow appendages the user has manifested, the harder it gets to tell where she ends and the shadows begin.[/PTab={tabwidth:400;tab-selected-color:#fff}] [PTab=𝕊𝕋𝔸𝕋𝕊] [div][table][tbody][tr][td style="padding:5px;vertical-align:top;width:225px;"][b][font color="#7a19d3"]» AWARENESS — B+[/font][/b] The kind of girl who, if you try to sneak up on her, [i]will[/i] choose fight over flight. Vehemently.[/td][td style="padding:5px;vertical-align:top;width:225px;"][b][font color="#5a43d2"]» VITALITY — C+[/font][/b] You ever heard of something called a 'pursuit predator'? (Everyone gets tired eventually.)[/td][/tr][tr][td style="padding:5px;vertical-align:top;width:225px;"][b][font color="#5a43d2"]» DURABILITY — C[/font][/b] More or less as squishy as anyone else, but that sure as hell won't stop her. [/td][td style="padding:5px;vertical-align:top;width:225px;"][b][font color="#7a19d3"]» SPEED — D+[/font][/b] She's a runner, she's a track star - and she's coming for your ass. Run.[/td][/tr][tr][td style="padding:5px;vertical-align:top;width:225px;"][b][font color="#7a19d3"]» DEXTERITY — D+[/font][/b] No surgeon, but can and will still cause problems on purpose. Gleefully, in fact.[/td][td style="padding:5px;vertical-align:top;width:225px;"][b][font color="#5a43d2"]» STRENGTH — B+[/font][/b] [i]Can and [b]will[/b] [/i]knock your teeth out on purpose.[i] [/i]Without an ounce of hesitation. At all. [/td][/tr][/tbody][/table] [div align="center"][b]Limit Breakers: 5 Available | 0/45 Used[/b][/div][/div][/PTab={tabwidth:400;tab-selected-color:#fff}]
[PTab=𝕊𝕂𝕀𝕃𝕃𝕊] [b]TALK SHIT, GET HIT. — (C-)[/b] [blockquote][div align="justify"]Brutal, ruthless, and unforgiving. What Yaoyao does in a fight is essentially throw herself into the fray using a melting pot of techniques, moves, and actions she’s observed and picked up from others then unceremoniously thrown into the bag of tricks under her belt. There's no real school of thought behind the way she fights, but one thing’s for sure: Yaoyao’s unpredictability can also make her an even more dangerous opponent in the thick of it.[/div][/blockquote][b]HARDCORE PARKOUR — (D+)[/b] [blockquote][div align="justify"]Whether it’s puzzling out the best potential footing and handholds to let her haul ass up, over, or across a vertical route/surface or the quickest and surest path over tricky, unstable and/or moving terrain—Yaoyao has strong instincts when it comes to mobility and is currently working on putting them into practice with her own unique spin on things.[/div][/blockquote][/PTab={tabwidth:400;tab-selected-color:#fff}]
[PTab=𝔾𝔼𝔸ℝ] [b]GEAR 1 — (D-)[/b] [blockquote][div align="justify"]Placeholder[/div][/blockquote][b]GEAR 2 — (D-)[/b] [blockquote][div align="justify"]Placeholder[/div][/blockquote][/PTab={tabwidth:400;tab-selected-color:#fff}]]
[/PTabbedContent={tabs:top; tabwidth:15; tabvalign:top;width:450px;}][/div] [div align="center"][i]PLAYED BY[/i] @chai [/div][newclass=.body]width:450px;margin:auto;text-align:justify;font-family:arial;font-size:14px;[/newclass][newclass=.body b]color:#5a43d2[/newclass][newclass=.PT_table]border:none[/newclass][newclass=.PT_Tabs_holder]font-size:1.2rem[/newclass][newclass=.PT_tabs_selected_hover]cursor:pointer;background-color:#ccc;[/newclass][newclass=.PT_tabs_hover]cursor:pointer;background-color:#ccc;[/newclass][newclass=.PT_tabs_selected]background-color:#5a43d2;[/newclass][newclass=.PT_spots]background-color:transparent[/newclass] PHARAOH LEAP. [newclass=.likedo]background-color:#f0f0f0;padding:25px;width:400px;color:#888888;line-height:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedotitle]background-color:#ffffff;border:solid 9px #444444;padding:1px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedotitle2]background-color:#444444;color:#ffffff;font:bold 10px Calibri;line-height:35px;text-align:center;letter-spacing:2px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedoinfo]margin-top:-10px;border:solid 1px #e5e5e5;background-color:#f9f9f9;padding:24px;font:10px verdana;text-align:justify;line-height:12px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedosub]background-color:#444444;font:bold 8px Calibri;text-align:left;padding:10px;color:#ffffff;text-transform:uppercase;letter-spacing:1px;[/newclass]
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i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
ALIAS
Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
0
QUIRK
Twin Shadows
Student
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Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on May 17, 2024 3:17:30 GMT
[attr="class","body"]Typical of her baobao. Fretting over her safety, even when the whole rest of the world gives her a wide berth and constantly looks at her like she’s point-two seconds away from committing either a petty crime or an act of unspeakable violence. (To be fair, though, that’s not always completely inaccurate.) She can’t help but appreciate the concern in Kei's eyes, though. It’s a shtick they’re plenty familiar with by now, the way judgement trails her like a shadow — ha — wherever they go, but still. The way her birdie worries after her won’t ever get old.
Whatever’s wrong in this place, she can feel it, worse by the second like a death rattle in her teeth. It makes her grit them, jaw tight like she’s a heartbeat away from swinging on somebody.
Or. Well.
Something.
Once baobao gives her the all clear, she sizes up the pipe one last time. Takes a step back, as the soft purple wisps of shadow recede, only to congregate around her leg. Then she swings that umbral limb, fast and vicious, above the worst of the clanking — the shadows converge, sharpening to a point, and tear clean through the pipe in a loud and awful—-
BANG.
It’s a clean hit, even if it sure isn’t quiet. That’s not the weird part. The weird part is the way that… the entire store goes quiet. Stunned, almost. The animals go quiet. The cages stop shaking. The pipe’s stopped clanking, and Yaoyao — she isn’t sure if she herself’s even breathing.
Then a slow, awkward squeal and hiss, like the sound of metal and coarse pressure on metal, and a pop — and something beach-ball sized and round (and spiney?) flies out the end of the broken pipe and bounces, once, on the ground, before impacting directly with Kei’s torso before even Yaoyao — uncharacteristically still, actually — can quite react. Kei Hada [newclass=.body b]color:#5a43d2[/newclass]
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i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
ALIAS
Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
0
QUIRK
Twin Shadows
Student
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Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on Mar 12, 2024 5:06:36 GMT
[googlefont=Quicksand] [attr="class","likedo"] [attr="class","likedotitle"] [attr="class","likedotitle2"]LOCKER ROOM APPLICATION - YAOYAO PHARAOH LEAP. [newclass=.likedo]background-color:#f0f0f0;padding:25px;width:400px;color:#888888;line-height:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedotitle]background-color:#ffffff;border:solid 9px #444444;padding:1px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedotitle2]background-color:#444444;color:#ffffff;font:bold 10px Calibri;line-height:35px;text-align:center;letter-spacing:2px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedoinfo]margin-top:-10px;border:solid 1px #e5e5e5;background-color:#f9f9f9;padding:24px;font:10px verdana;text-align:justify;line-height:12px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedosub]background-color:#444444;font:bold 8px Calibri;text-align:left;padding:10px;color:#ffffff;text-transform:uppercase;letter-spacing:1px;[/newclass]
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i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
ALIAS
Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
0
QUIRK
Twin Shadows
Student
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Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on Mar 12, 2024 5:04:44 GMT
[googlefont=Quicksand] [attr="class","likedo"] [attr="class","likedotitle"] [attr="class","likedotitle2"]Profile Adjustment [attr="class","likedoinfo"] [attr="class","likedosub"]Precedent Have to replace all the images because gosh darn discord screwed the lot of us <sob> [attr="class","likedosub"]Current [div align="center"][i][font size="1"]Credits to @rx for the template[/font][/i][/div] [div style="width:450px;margin:auto;text-align:justify;"][div style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;" align="center"][img style="max-width:100%;" src="https://i.imgur.com/D99jaGA.png" alt=""][img alt="" style="max-width:100%;" src="https://imgur.com/a/1wpXdHm"] [/div][div style="font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:bold;font-size:30px;line-height:normal;width:420px;background:rgb(23, 23, 23);margin:auto;color:rgb(254, 254, 254);text-align:center;padding:15px;"][font color="5a43d2" face="verdana"]O V E R V I E W[/font][/div][span style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"] [b][font color="#5a43d2"]NAME:[/font][/b] Yāojīng Suzui (妖精 [b]yāojīng,[/b] [i]sprite/faerie[/i], 鈴伊 [b]suzui[/b], [i]a bell[/i]) [b][font color="#5a43d2"]AKA:[/font][/b] Yaoyao (preferred), Yao-bear (Junsuina Kanjo) [b][font color="#5a43d2"]AGE:[/font][/b] 19 [b][font color="#5a43d2"]BIRTHDATE:[/font][/b] 3/29 [b][font color="#5a43d2"]SIGN:[/font][/b] ☼ Aries, ⇧ Scorpio, ☾ Cancer
[b][font color="#5a43d2"]GENDER:[/font][/b] Eh — She / Her pronouns. [b][font color="#5a43d2"]SEXUALITY:[/font][/b] Plot. 👻
[b][font color="#5a43d2"]AFFILIATION:[/font][/b] Student [b][font color="#5a43d2"]ALIAS:[/font][/b] Yāoguǐ the Wraith (妖鬼 [b]yāoguǐ[/b], lit. "strange ghost") [b][font color="#5a43d2"]CLASS:[/font][/b] Department of Heroics [b][font color="#5a43d2"]VOICE CLAIM [ENG]:[/font][/b] [a href="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWzgbsd0uQg&t=131s"]Chelsea Kwoka[/a] [b][font color="#5a43d2"]VOICE CLAIM [JPN]:[/font][/b] [a href="https://youtu.be/ECp9I1CPkJQ"]Ado[/a] [/span] [div style="font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:bold;font-size:30px;line-height:normal;width:420px;background:rgb(23, 23, 23);margin:auto;text-align:center;padding:15px;"][font color="#5a43d2" face="arial"]ρ є ʀ ѕ σ и α ℓ ι т у[/font][/div][font face="arial" style="font-size:14px;"] [table style="width:450px;"][tbody][tr][td style="padding:3px;"][b][font face="arial"][font color="5a43d2"]POSITIVE TRAITS:[/font][/font][/b][blockquote][font face="arial"][b][font color="1A7E4C"]👻[/font][/b] Assertive [b][font color="1A7E4C"]👻[/font][/b] Loyal [b][font color="1A7E4C"]👻[/font][/b] Resourceful [b][font color="1A7E4C"]👻[/font][/b] Dauntless [/font][/blockquote][/td][td style="padding:3px;"][b][font face="arial"][font color="5a43d2"]NEGATIVE TRAITS:[/font][/font][/b][blockquote][font face="arial"][font color="#8e7cc3" size="3"]😈[/font] Headstrong [font color="#8e7cc3"]😈[/font] Crass [font color="#8e7cc3"]😈[/font] Temperamental [font color="#8e7cc3"]😈[/font] Mischievous [/font][/blockquote][/td][/tr][tr][td style="padding:3px;"][b][font face="arial"][font color="5a43d2"]LIKES:[/font][/font][/b][blockquote][font face="arial"][b][font color="1A7E4C"]👻[/font][/b] Chocolate [b][font color="1A7E4C"]👻[/font][/b] Spicy food [b][font color="1A7E4C"]👻[/font][/b] Birds [b][font color="1A7E4C"]👻[/font][/b] The Tea™. [/font][/blockquote][/td][td style="padding:3px;"][b][font face="arial"][font color="5a43d2"]DISLIKES:[/font][/font][/b][blockquote][font face="arial"][b][font color="c93232"]👿[/font][/b] White chocolate [b][font color="c93232"]👿[/font][/b] Big bodies of water [b][font color="c93232"]👿[/font][/b] Seafood [b][font color="c93232"]👿[/font][/b] Small, closed spaces[/font][/blockquote][/td][/tr][/tbody][/table] It’s an understatement to say that Yaoyao’s a person of extremes, burning with ice cold or searing heat in turns. She can be one tough nut to crack — hard to really get close to, but also someone you definitely don’t want to call your enemy, especially considering her nasty habit of going directly for the jugular when cornered.
That’s mostly figurative, though.
Mostly.
At least 50%.
In summary... under an icy layer of apathy and general disdain: she’s mischievous. She’s chaotic. She doesn’t waste time on things that don't interest her. She’s got a short fuse and a big temper. She’s violent. She is, on many subjects, morally apathetic. She’s protective of her own. She’s fiercely loyal, and once you’re locked into that loyalty system, would commit actual war crimes and walk across the entirety of Japan barefoot and in the rain to make you happy or keep you safe. Yaoyao is all of these things, in no particular order, and in no real degree of moderation.
(There’s never a limit on her feelings. Things punch through her and keep going. Even when something is unbearable, it never stops.
It's mortifying to her, how quickly pain tears her apart when it strikes true. Yaoyao never learned not to be hurt when she cares; all she’s learned how to do is not cry. It leaves her with nothing to do, an animal crashing into the bars of its cage in helpless fury. But she's trying. Because she loves a boy made outta sunlight and kindness chosen, not innate, and a spark brighter than anyone has a right to be even half as close to as she’s gotten. You can’t love that and still be all fire and darkness and thorns. So she’s… working on it.)
[/font][/div][div style="width:450px;margin:auto;text-align:justify;"][div style="font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:bold;font-size:30px;line-height:normal;width:420px;background:rgb(23, 23, 23);margin:auto;text-align:center;padding:15px;"][font color="#5a43d2" face="arial"]α ρ ρ є α ʀ α и ¢ є[/font][/div][b style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"][img alt="" style="max-width:100%;" src="https://i.imgur.com/jljNvRv.jpg"]
[font color="#5a43d2"]HEIGHT:[/font][/b][span style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"] 180 cm (5’11”)[/span] [b style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"][font color="#5a43d2"]WEIGHT:[/font][/b][span style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"] 62 kg (136 lbs)[/span] [b style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"][font color="#5a43d2"]EYE COLOR:[/font][/b][span style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"] Milky lavender, no pupils -> striking violet[/span] [b style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"][font color="#5a43d2"]HAIR COLOR:[/font][/b][span style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"] Pitch black [/span] [b style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"][font color="#5a43d2"]SKIN COLOR:[/font][/b][span style="font-size:14px;"][font face="arial"] Tan (use your imagination) [/font][span style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"] [/span][b style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"][font color="#5a43d2"]FACE CLAIM NAME:[/font][/b][span style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"] Hinata Hyūga / Asa Mitaka / Bernadetta [/span] [b style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"][font color="#5a43d2"]FACE CLAIM SERIES:[/font][/b] [span style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"]Naruto Series / Chainsaw Man / FE:3H
Intimidating. For most people, that’s the first word that comes to mind when they see her.
Her eyes at rest are cold and dull, fathomless pools of milky lavender turned slit pupils and striking violet upon provocation, but that’s not what makes people nervous about her. Her hair is a long waterfall of pin-straight pitch dark hair so deeply black that it seems to shine an iridescent purple when it catches any light at all, but that’s not what makes people avoid getting too close. She’s tall compared to the average girl and built like a woman who knows how to throw a punch, but that’s not what sells it - it’s the way she carries herself; with a casually domineering sort of unflinching self-assurance that gives the impression that she’s always in control and always knows what she’s doing: exactly what she wants to be, no matter what the input or opinions of anyone around her.
Outside of the school uniform that she hates with a burning passion and refuses to ever wear completely properly (whether the jacket is unbuttoned, the tie left loose, the shirt replaced with a band tee, etc, etc), she tends to dress in a punk/goth sort of [a href="https://i.imgur.com/L1W9gKP.jpg"]fashion[/a].[/span]
[div style="font-family:arial;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:bold;font-size:30px;line-height:normal;width:420px;background:rgb(23, 23, 23);margin:auto;text-align:center;padding:15px;"][font color="#5a43d2" face="arial"]н ι ѕ т σ ʀ у[/font][/div] [font face="arial"]Where to begin?
On paper, she is Yāojīng Suzui. She has always been Yāojīng Suzui, save an incident in her first year of high school that prompted a legal name change and an overhaul of her entire appearance, style, and personality. She was born in Wuhan, China, moved to Medellin, Colombia when she was 10 years old, and moved to Japan when she was 15. Fukuoka for high school where she met her current boyfriend, and then Tokyo for university.
As far as her opinion goes, that’s all you need to know.
Of course, you can ask,. Yaoyao has few soft spots, and any chinks that do exist in her armor are tucked safely behind boundaries guarded by towering walls, steel wires, and vicious dogs even quicker to bite than the mistress herself. Which is a statement in and of itself. And that’s if she deigns to decide you’re worth the time and effort of letting you talk to her in the first place, which… unless there’s something of import or interest to her involved, people seldom are.
All in all, just one of the leading mythic b-----s of UA university, back for another year of terrorizing teachers and raising hell. No ‘misunderstood jerk with heart of gold and more to them than meets the eye’ nonsense going on here.
…. But sometimes - every once in a while - when Yaoyao appears to be nowhere to be found, there’ll be another young woman wandering the grounds of UA University and the surrounding city. A [a href="https://i.imgur.com/A0OvrSn.png"]girl[/a] with soft lavender hair and silver eyes, looking all at once both helplessly lost and terribly alone.[/font][/span]
[div align="center"][spoiler][font face="arial"]hint. [a href="https://ffjmyheroacademiarp.proboards.com/post/1099"][img alt="ask your demons where they came from, and they'll open their eyes and start to remember what they were protecting." style="max-width:100%;" src="https://i.imgur.com/MIpnO2d.jpg"][/a]
[i]("ask your demons where they came from and they'll open their eyes and start to remember what they were protecting.")[/i][/font][/spoiler][/div] [div style="font-family:arial;font-variant:normal;font-weight:bold;font-size:30px;line-height:normal;width:420px;background:rgb(23, 23, 23);margin:auto;text-align:center;padding:15px;"][font face="arial" color="#5a43d2"][i]Q U I R K[/i][/font][/div][div style="width:450px;margin:auto;text-align:justify;"][img alt="" src="https://i.imgur.com/o5GZE1X.gif" style="max-width:100%;"] [div style="font-family:arial;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:bold;font-size:30px;line-height:normal;width:420px;background:rgb(23, 23, 23);margin:auto;text-align:center;padding:15px;"][font color="#5a43d2" face="arial"]тωιи ѕнα∂σωѕ[/font][/div][div style="text-align:center;"][span style="font-size:13.3333px;"][font face="courier new"]TRANSFORMATION / EMITTER — C+[/font][/span][/div][span style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"] TL:DR; User can create customizable manifestations of nebulous shadow-like energy and has a sentient double comprised of the same energy with which she can switch bodies at will.
[/span][span style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"][div align="center"][b][font color="#5a43d2"]♦ ♦ ♦[/font][/b][/div][span style="font-size:22px;"][span] [/span]shadow[/span] [span][span] [/span] [/span]/ ˈʃæd oʊ / [i]noun[/i] [ul type="disc"][li]partial or complete darkness[/li][li]an inseparable attendant or companion [/li][/ul] [span style="font-size:15px;"]Origin[/span] the Old English [i]scead(u)we[/i] (noun), oblique case of [i]sceadu[/i] (see [b]shade[/b]), [i]sceadwian[/i] 'screen or shield from attack', of Germanic origin; related to Dutch [b][i]schaduw[/i][/b] and German [b][i]Schatten[/i][/b] (nouns), from an Indo-European root shared by Greek [b]skotos 'darkness'[/b].
[/span][span style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"][div align="center"][b][font color="#7a19d3"]DESCRIPTION[/font][/b][/div] User is capable of manifesting shadow appendages that are freely customizable by her in terms of shape, size, and tangibility, and shares body with sentient double made of the same shadowy energy (shadow user). Shadow user can also freely customize their own shape, size, tangibility, etc. Shadow user and appendages do not appear to be bound by their own weight or by gravity. These shadow appendages, despite their naming, are composed of a type of ‘dark energy’ unique to the user rather than true shadows. Human and shadow can switch places at will, with the sentient double having a different physical appearance when she takes on human form. [/span] [div align="center"][b][font color="7356c9"]♦ ♦ ♦[/font][/b][/div] [font color="#7a19d3" style="font-family:arial;font-size:14px;"][b]DRAWBACKS:[/b][/font][font face="arial" style="font-family:arial;"][span style="font-size:14px;"] [div] [b][font color="#5a43d2"]BLINDING LIGHTS [/font][/b]- Bright lights hurt. A [i]lot[/i]. Especially when they happen suddenly. They'll knock her off balance hard, making her disoriented and uncalibrated and leaving her with a killer headache to boot.
[b][font color="#7a19d3"]ENCROACHING DARKNESS[/font][/b] - As Yaoyao uses her shadow limbs, her body will start to turn inky dark from the tips of her hair, hands, and feet inward. The more of her body that's consumed by shadow, the more reckless and volatile Yaoyao gets. And it goes both ways: her grasp on her emotions corresponds directly to the extent and speed with which her body becomes more and more shadowy and inhuman in appearance and nature.
[b][font color="#5a43d2"]OVEREXTENSION[/font][/b] - Spreading your awareness across a broad range of parts and locations can become incredibly confusing if you're not careful, and Yaoyao's no exception. The greater the number of shadow appendages the user has manifested, the harder it gets to tell where she ends and the shadows begin.
[/div][/span][/font][div style="font-family:arial;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:bold;font-size:30px;line-height:normal;width:420px;background:rgb(23, 23, 23);margin:auto;text-align:center;padding:15px;"][font face="arial" color="#5a43d2"]A T T R I B U T E S[/font][/div][span style="font-size:14px;font-family:arial;"][img alt="" style="max-width:100%;" src="https://i.imgur.com/60Kf0UJ.jpg"]
[div style="text-align:center;"][b][i][font color="#5a43d2"]"I was created by on high to write [/font][font color="#7a19d3"]my own damn word[/font][font color="#5a43d2"].[/font][font color="#5a43d2"]"[/font][/i][/b][/div] [table][tbody][tr][td style="padding:5px;vertical-align:top;width:225px;"][b][font color="#7a19d3"]» AWARENESS — B+[/font][/b] The kind of girl who, if you try to sneak up on her, [i]will[/i] choose fight over flight. Vehemently.[/td][td style="padding:5px;vertical-align:top;width:225px;"][b][font color="#5a43d2"]» VITALITY — C+[/font][/b] You can [i]feel[/i] the fact that she doesn't give a shit about you. It pours off of her in waves.[/td][/tr][tr][td style="padding:5px;vertical-align:top;width:225px;"][b][font color="#5a43d2"]» DURABILITY — C[/font][/b] More or less as squishy as anyone else, but that sure as hell won't stop her. [/td][td style="padding:5px;vertical-align:top;width:225px;"][b][font color="#7a19d3"]» SPEED — D+[/font][/b] She's a runner, she's a track star - and she's coming for your ass. Run.[/td][/tr][tr][td style="padding:5px;vertical-align:top;width:225px;"][b][font color="#7a19d3"]» DEXTERITY — D+[/font][/b] No surgeon, but can and will still cause problems on purpose. Gleefully, in fact.[/td][td style="padding:5px;vertical-align:top;width:225px;"][b][font color="#5a43d2"]» STRENGTH — B+[/font][/b] [i]Can and [b]will[/b] [/i]knock your teeth out on purpose.[i] [/i]Without an ounce of hesitation. At all. [/td][/tr][/tbody][/table][/span]
[div align="center"][b]Limit Breakers: 5 Available | 0/45 Used[/b][/div][/div] [div style="font-family:arial;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:bold;font-size:30px;line-height:normal;width:420px;background:rgb(23, 23, 23);margin:auto;text-align:center;padding:15px;"][font face="arial" color="#5a43d2"]S K I L L S + G E A R[/font][/div][div style="text-align:center;"] [/div][div style="text-align:center;"][span style="font-size:13.3333px;"]👻 😈 👻 😈 👻
[font face="arial"]Let's dive in. (Learned skills, honed specializations, gear, etc.)
👻 😈 👻 😈 👻[/font][/span][/div] [div style="font-family:arial;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:bold;font-size:30px;line-height:normal;width:420px;background:rgb(23, 23, 23);margin:auto;text-align:center;padding:15px;"][font face="arial" color="#5a43d2"]TALK SHIT, GET HIT.[/font][/div][font face="arial"][span style="font-size:14px;"][img alt="" src="https://i.imgur.com/RCmgCYM.gif" style="max-width:100%;"][/span][/font] [div style="text-align:center;"][span style="font-size:13.3333px;"][font face="courier new"](SKILL)[b] SHADOWBOXER[/b] — C-[/font][/span][/div] [font face="arial"][span style="font-size:10pt;"]Brutal, ruthless, and unforgiving. What Yaoyao does in a fight is essentially throw herself into the fray using a melting pot of techniques, moves, and actions she’s observed and picked up from others then unceremoniously thrown into the bag of tricks under her belt. There's no real school of thought behind the way she fights, but one thing’s for sure: Yaoyao’s unpredictability can also make her an even more dangerous opponent in the thick of it.[/span]
[div style="font-family:arial;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:bold;font-size:30px;line-height:normal;width:420px;background:rgb(23, 23, 23);margin:auto;text-align:center;padding:15px;"][font color="#5a43d2"]RUN, YAOYAO, RUN.[/font][/div][span style="font-size:14px;"][img alt="" style="max-width:100%;" src="https://i.imgur.com/ynldV5W.gif"][/span][/font] [div style="text-align:center;"][font face="courier new"][span style="font-size:10pt;"](SKILL) [b]HARDCORE PARKOUR[/b] — D+[/span][/font]
[div style="text-align:left;"][font face="arial"][span style="font-size:10pt;"]Whether it’s puzzling out the best potential footing and handholds to let her haul ass up, over, or across a vertical route/surface or the quickest and surest path over tricky, unstable and/or moving terrain—Yaoyao has strong instincts when it comes to mobility and is currently working on putting them into practice with her own unique spin on things. [/span]
[hr] [div style="text-align:center;"][span style="font-size:13.3333px;"][b][font color="#5a43d2"]PLAYED BY[/font][/b] @chai [/span][/div][/font][/div][/div][/div] PHARAOH LEAP. [newclass=.likedo]background-color:#f0f0f0;padding:25px;width:400px;color:#888888;line-height:10px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedotitle]background-color:#ffffff;border:solid 9px #444444;padding:1px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedotitle2]background-color:#444444;color:#ffffff;font:bold 10px Calibri;line-height:35px;text-align:center;letter-spacing:2px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedoinfo]margin-top:-10px;border:solid 1px #e5e5e5;background-color:#f9f9f9;padding:24px;font:10px verdana;text-align:justify;line-height:12px;[/newclass] [newclass=.likedosub]background-color:#444444;font:bold 8px Calibri;text-align:left;padding:10px;color:#ffffff;text-transform:uppercase;letter-spacing:1px;[/newclass]
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i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
ALIAS
Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
0
QUIRK
Twin Shadows
Student
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Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on Feb 2, 2024 19:21:44 GMT
“Kissing does not get people pregnant, Jun, holy f-“ Ugh. Yaoyao drags her hands down her face. Her thankfully free hands, now that Jun’s relieved her of that painfully fragile, squishy little miniature person. “Juju, please, I only got a human body like five years ago and even I know how babies work. How do you - how did you pass junior high health?”
Even as she’s talking she moves over and behind Jun, pulling the stray strands of hair back and undoing Jun’s hairtie to redo the whole thing more securely. “I love you, but seriously? Am I gonna have to give you the talk? We’re almost twenty, you can not be for real wth this.”
junsuina
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i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
ALIAS
Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
0
QUIRK
Twin Shadows
Student
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Jan 27, 2024 22:17:46 GMT
Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on Jan 27, 2024 22:17:46 GMT
So that’s who this is.
Kei knows his girlfriend so well. Because yeah - the second Zipper’s words processed in Yaoyao’s brain, her immediate instinct was to fling the kid off her and straight through the drywall. Probably would’ve broken a few bones. For the best, though, seeing as she’s already gotten in trouble once this semester for breaking the bones of some new blood. (The earful she got from the staff. All because she “broke someone’s ARM, Yaoyao” and “needs to learn restraint, Yaoyao” and “can’t be that reckless in university sanctioned sparring matches, Yaoyao.” Boo. They’re bones, they heal.)
Point is: if Kei hadn’t stepped in, there’d probably be a Zipper-shaped hole in the window, wall, or door right about now. Or a fist-shaped hole in Zipper’s face.
Tragic.
“Oh, okay. You’re the crazy fangirl. The one who’s been puttin’ those posters everywhere.” The posters had been funny, actually. The fan club, nothing to complain about. Who shouldn’t admire her birdie? He’s amazing. But this - this is a lot less funny. Yaoyao sits up, blankets sinking away and stuffed animals tumbling aside as she stands and cracks her neck from side to side. “Taking some liberties, though, aren’tcha, midget? Barging into his room like you own the place. Onto his bed like you’ve got any right to it.”
If the idiot ended up doing something that would make Yaoyao lunge with claws out, Kei was in one of the best positions he could be to stop her from making contact. Usually when someone grabs at Yaoyao and Kei isn’t close enough to stop her, it doesn’t tend to end well. It’s the knee-jerk reaction of someone predisposed to violently defending her own space — she doesn’t make the decision to start a fight. The unlucky idiot’s jaw is just already in her hand. Kei Hada + Zipper
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i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
ALIAS
Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
0
QUIRK
Twin Shadows
Student
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Jan 26, 2024 16:35:45 GMT
Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on Jan 26, 2024 16:35:45 GMT
There’s a pit in her stomach growing by the second. Even as she tries to ignore the too-small dimensions of the place, the cacophony of squeaks and squeals and screeches that seems somehow louder for all that Lili’s successfully quieting them one by one — she can’t escape the feeling that the walls were pressing in on her, somehow. Closer and closer, but by bit, crushing inwards — except they’re not. She knows they’re not, because Baobao isn’t reacting, so it’s got to be all in her head. Has to be. He’d have said something if it isn’t, he wouldn’t just let her think she’s crazy. But fuck if everything inside these four walls isn’t driving her crazy.
Even that employee’s stupid, sneering expression, something that usually would be a waste of her energy to even pay attention to — even that nothing annoyance is grating on her, but she reels her temper in. Breathes through it like a big girl. Can’t go flying off the handle now— just a few more minutes, probably, to solve whatever’s going on and then they can be outta here.
She can’t wait to be outta here.
Baobao’s looking confused - not about the walls, though. What- oh. “He thinks ‘m gonna steal something.” She doesn’t bother lowering her voice; she hasn’t done anything wrong. So she delivers the explanation in the same matter of fact tone she’d use to read out the weather forecast. It’s no surprise to her. She knows what she looks like, bad news dressed up in black and leather and fishnets, topped with dyed hair and enough metal in her ears and face to set an airport security checkpoint screaming. But she’s used to it. People have their prejudices. “Don’t sweat it, baobao. Just stand back. If this pipe does something stupid when I break it, I don’t want it hitting you.” Kei Hada
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i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
ALIAS
Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
0
QUIRK
Twin Shadows
Student
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Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on Jan 26, 2024 5:46:21 GMT
Man. If they weren’t just gonna leave ‘em to it before, they definitely couldn’t do it now. Baobao had that look in his eye again— the come on, Yaoyao, we should do something look. It was just one of many looks she couldn’t say no to, and he had to know it. She met that look with one of her own — a You’re so lucky you’re cute look — and started heading for the back of the store. Any frenzied animals they passed freaked out worse as she got closer, only to calm like angels the second soft and wispy lavender shadow-hands reached out to soothe their fears.
(Typical.)
It was hard to hear over the panicked clusterfuck of noise coming from every other animal in this too tight space, but the closer she got, the clearer the sound became: the pipe wasn’t just rattling, but clanking up a storm. And it was all coming from the biggest pipe in the place — wide enough around that it could rival a tree, wider even than the circumference of Yaoyao’s own waist… just what the hell could be stuck in a pipe that big? A wary-looking male employee stood off to the side, staring at her as if she was about to make off with a pack of dog treats or something if he didn’t keep a close enough eye on her. She clicked her tongue at him, and he jumped (hah). Now she’d got his attention and not just his unease — “Oi. You. Where’s this go to?”
“Uh, I think that might be the water pipe?”
“… You need a pipe this big for water.”
“We have to bathe a lot of animals,” he said defensively. “It’s a lot more work than you think! Hosing down the tanks, too-“
“Sure, whatever. Shut up now, I’m focusing.” She felt along the pipe, trying to pinpoint the source of the shaking. “Baobao, how much of a mess is it gonna make if I break this thing open?”
“You’re going to WHAT?”
“Man, I know I told you to shut up.” Kei Hada
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i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
ALIAS
Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
0
QUIRK
Twin Shadows
Student
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Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on Jan 25, 2024 4:53:53 GMT
In most cases, she’d have been fully conscious the second she heard footsteps coming toward the door, sleeping or not. That’s the unfortunate downside of taking naps in her boyfriend’s room: she feels safe. Hypervigilance or whatever Lili’s old therapist called it? Out the window. It’s been long enough that sometimes she even dares sleep with her back turned toward the entrance as long as he’s in the same room.
Not today, though. Today she’s under several stuffed animals and a plush red bearded vulture, having piled them on top of herself for the sheer sensory comfort of being a little bit buried, half curled up, on her side towards the door, fast asleep.
Or she was.
Yaoyao?
Mmmfgghf.
There’s a, um… you might want to wake up.
Mmgfhfffffghhhhh.
I know, but… I mean, it’s really - you should really—
BANG!
The door slams shut and she is wide the f-ck awake in the span of a single instant.
There’s only one person who’s allowed to slam that door, but never does. She knows, because that person is her, and she’d never slam baobao’s door because he hates that shit and it’d give him a heart attack and a half. It’s a rule. A Yaoyao rule. No slamming Kei Hada’s door.
Who the f-ck just slammed Kei Hada’s door?
Her bleary eyes take a beat and a half to readjust to the sudden light. A beat too long - there’s footsteps heading for the bed (who the hell is has made the mistake of being confident (read: stupid) enough to make an open beeline for HER BOYFRIEND’S BED?) and. And suddenly a tiny person occupying half her space(?). Talking into her boob like it’s a pillow(??). Muttering some gibberish about attractive women(???).
Their mistake.
Her nails are sharp on a good day, but with shadows swallowing up her hands they’re more talons than anything else, sharp and wicked - as she looks down, takes a fistful of the runt-sized stranger’s shirt black hair right at the roots, and lifts. She doesn’t even bother looking at the kid, though, nah. She looks at Kei instead, and gives her little hostage a minor shake.
“Curb?”
Yaoyao, please, you can’t just grab people by the hair like—
They barged in on MY nap. I’ll grab whatever the hell I damn please.
Kei Hada + Zipper
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i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
ALIAS
Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
0
QUIRK
Twin Shadows
Student
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Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on Jan 12, 2024 3:48:02 GMT
Your name is Yaojing Suzui. You are nineteen years old. You— No. That’s not right. Her. My? My. Try again. This isn’t right. My name is Yaojing Suzui. I am nineteen years old. I like birds, and bikes, and cooking. I’m Kei Hada’s girlfriend. I’m Jun Kanji’s best friend. I am Yaoyao Suzui, and I am a person, and I am real.
Fuck, her head hurts They told her to memorize a mantra.
My name is Yaojing Suzui. I am nineteen years old. I like birds, and bikes, and cooking. I’m Kei Hada’s girlfriend. I’m Jun Kanji’s best friend. I am Yaoyao Suzui. I am a person, and I am real.
How long has she been sitting here? It feels like hours. It feels like days. Simple facts about herself. To ground her. Remind her of herself.
My name is Yaojing Suzui. I am nineteen years old. I like birds, and bikes, and cooking. I’m Kei Hada’s girlfriend. I’m Jun Kanji— Kanjo’s best friend. I am Yaoyao Suzui. I am a person. I am real.
When did she even get here? What time is it now? So even if she drifted off she’d have something to hold onto.
My name is Yaojing Suzui. I am nineteen years old. I like birds, and bikes, and cooking. I’m Kei Hada’s girlfriend. I’m Jun Kanji’s best friend. I am Yaoyao Suzui. I am a person. I am real.
So she’d —
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Her mind feels - god. Awful. Like molasses. Heavy. Blurry.
My name is Yaojing Suzui. I am nineteen years old. I like birds, bikes, and cooking. I’m Kei Hada’s girlfriend. I’m Jun’s best friend. I am Yaoyao Suzui. I am a person. I am real.
She tries to think, tries to grab anything substantial - but it’s all smoke. All of her thoughts jumbled up, not right - nothing quite right- like trying to catch fog, or steam, or — air—
I am nineteen years old. I like birds, bikes, and cooking. I’m Kei’s girlfriend. I’m Jun’s best friend. I am Yaoyao Suzui. I am a person. I am—
“Suzui? Everything’s been processed, you’re free to go. Your—“
—I am nineteen years old. I like birds, bikes, and cooking. I’m Kei’s girlfriend. I’m Jun’s best friend. I am a person. I am real—
Are her ears ringing or is that receptionist guy’s voice just actually static?
—I like birds, bikes, and cooking. I’m Kei’s girlfriend. I’m Jun’s best friend. I am real—
“—he’s here for you in the waiting room whenever you’re ready.”
I am real
Kei?
I am real
Kei…
I am real,
Shit. Kei.
(I can’t believe I actually--) (—sees in me worth—)(“—can I please see him—“) (—favorite person in the world—) (—my baobao.)
He came to pick her up. Because they said she might be — disoriented. That’s right. How did she forget that? … Did she forget that?
—I like birds, bikes, and cooking, I’m Kei Hada’s girlfriend, I am—
(I want to see him.)
“—Suzui? Do you need assistance-?”
“No. No, I’m fine. I just-“ I am real this is real it wasn’t a dream this is REAL, “I’m going, I’m going, just lemme-“
“Ms. Suzui do you need assistance-“
“DON'T touch me.” That was loud. Fuck. Did he hear it? He’ll worry. She’s always making him worry, is such an idiot—
He backs away, hands up - did she show him teeth? The world is in pieces but she knows this blackness in her chest, the burning, the anger. She knows the anger. (Fear? Is it fear?) She pushes herself to her feet no the door nope the waiting room? The door’s open. She scours the bright, pristine why is there so much white this why she hates- waiting room and— yellow eyes, fluffy hair. Yellow eyes, fluffy hair. Yellow —
There.
“Kei.” Kei, Kei, Kei. She doesn’t have to think thinking is so much fucking harder than it should be what is wrong with her head her feet carry her to him and she clings. Breathes. The fog is starting to clear, sort of. A little. Just enough. She wraps her arms around his shoulders, breathes him in. “Sorry. Sorry I made you wait, sorry, I’m sorry.”
Kei Hada
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i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
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Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
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QUIRK
Twin Shadows
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Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on Dec 24, 2023 4:40:44 GMT
Honest to god, Yaoyao isn’t sure which part of that to address first. Jun thinking kissing gets you pregnant (well—), Jun thinking Yaoyao’s grip on the small human in her grasp is anywhere near acceptable, or the part about Jun’s mom being mad at her - what could Jun’s parents possibly be mad at her for? Boat model obsession aside, Jun is practically a model student. Well. Mostly. Okay, Yaoyao doesn’t pay that much attention to how people are doing in school but she’s pretty sure Jun isn’t failing anything, so what’s there to complain about — screw it, none of that matters right now.
“Juju, for the love of f■ck, tell me you didn’t just ask me if I could get pregnant from holding a baby.” She’s trying to stifle her frustration, honest, she is, but god. “Forget it, just - just take the damn thing, okay? Take it. Right now. Please. Please.”
So maybe there’s a note of desperation in there. Maybe she’s a little out of her depth. Maybe, just maybe, for all that Yaoyao will proudly assert that she can do anything if she wants to do it, right now in this moment she feels depressingly in over her head. And maybe, possibly, potentially - all of it is because if there’s anything Yaoyao knows, it’s that there are all of three (maybe four) things in the world that she’s equipped to handle gently and carefully, and miniature human beings of this specific type, shape, and size, fall exactly nowhere on that list.
And maybe, even if Jun didn’t catch the distress creeping into Yaoyao’s voice, there are a couple of shadow tendrils creeping up and over her shoulders. junsuina
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i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
ALIAS
Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
0
QUIRK
Twin Shadows
Student
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Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on Dec 24, 2023 4:23:57 GMT
The employee is talking. Yaoyao knows that. Can hear it, sort of, like a murmur in the background of a rushing waterfall. The employee is spouting platitudes, empty reassurances, trying not to look hopelessly out of her depth here while simultaneously doing her best to keep the parakeets from ramming the door open - and okay, that’s not normal. There’s no fucking way that’s normal, even for a weirdly distressed animal, no way it’d be actively injuring itself - the employee shrieks, a quickly bitten back noise, as one especially ruthless slam against the birdcage bars nearly sends the whole thing crashing onto its side.
Shadowy arms manifest, righting the cage before it has a chance to topple completely. Weird: Yaoyao didn’t do that. Weirder still: their color is a lot closer to purple than her usual ink-black tendrils of darkness. Weirdest of all: instead of freaking out harder, the way small animals tend to whenever Yaoyao gets within spitting distance, the parakeets… stop freaking out.
It takes a ridiculously long three seconds - three seconds of watching those shadowy hands gently phase through the cage bars and pet soothingly at the frazzled birds inside - before Yaoyao realizes what’s happening. Before she places the blanket of gentle calm encircling her mind, that hushing the sirens roaring inside her brain.
Yaoyao forces herself to breathe. To speak.
“What set this shitshow off in the first place? Are there any animals missing, an injury, or what?”
Easy, Yaoyao… Lili’s presence is a balm, a soothing cool washing over all the ringing sirens going off inside her- their head. Soft, gentle, soothing.
Huh. How the turntables.
Yaoyao takes a breath. Tries to make the second attempt come out gentler.
“I mean. Do you… have any idea what might’ve made ‘em freak out like this?” Kei Hada
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i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
ALIAS
Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
0
QUIRK
Twin Shadows
Student
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Nov 30, 2023 17:48:22 GMT
Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on Nov 30, 2023 17:48:22 GMT
Yaoyao leans into Kei slightly as he moves away to look at the situation up close. She’s no coward — at least not by any stretch of her own imagination (she’s self aware enough to admit that she’s a competitive bastard and hates rolling over in front of a nice, engaging challenge) — but the prospect of confronting the source of whatever is causing all that chaos is definitely not what she signed up for on a nice Sunday afternoon. Especially with her beloved baobao in tow.
It’s tempting to ignore it. To shrug and walk away, or just stay put where it’s safe.
Not an option.
Her baobao, it seems, can never help but feel for people. Put himself in other people’s shoes. It makes him not want to say no when they ask him for help (even if it’s stupid shit they could EASILY do themselves), makes him… want to walk into pet stores full of screaming animals to make sure everything’s okay. And when he’s that way, what else is a girl who’s stupidly in love to do but be almost magnetically compelled to follow?
What, you think I’m gonna let you go in there all on your precious honor and not have your heroic little back?” She presses a kiss to the side of his head. Can’t help but be fond of him, all the time, no matter what. ”Nah, I’ll come with. Let’s just… take a peek, see what’s what.”
She knows what it isn’t: there’s no fire, no flood, and no broken cages. A cursory glance through the window is good for that much. Still, as she pushes the door open, she keeps in front of Kei, body angled between him and any finicky little creature that could happen to escape its enclosure and come barreling their way in a panic. There’s only so much damage something the size of the things in this store could do, but still. Better safe than sorry where Kei’s wellbeing is concerned.
A frazzled employee pokes her head up from where she’s trying in vain to soothe a group of frantic parakeets. “Uh - sorry, now’s not a good time, can you give us a-“ Across the small store is another employee in front of a wall of little dogs and cats - or puppies and kittens? Some of them are probably just young - going absolutely batshit in their cages. Barking and howling, some even trying to ram against the walls and doors of their tiny ‘enclosures’.
The size of the cages immediately makes her skin feel tight. Even if the animals within are small enough to fit, the cages can’t be… what, more than a foot and a half across, at most? And now that she thinks about it- there’s no way all of these animals are young enough to be that small. There’s at least two dozen of them.
The employees are saying something, but the words don’t register for a good second before she shakes her head, forces herself to snap out of it. (If her hold on Kei’s hand tightens a little, that’s between the two of them.)
Is the place smaller than it looked in the photos, or is that just her?
Kei Hada
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i pray a different way (by doing what i want and never ever feeling shame.)
ALIAS
Yāoguǐ the Wraith
OCCUPATION
Tattoo Apprentice
EVENT TOKENS
0
QUIRK
Twin Shadows
Student
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Sept 12, 2023 13:50:17 GMT
Post by 𝕐 + 𝕐 on Sept 12, 2023 13:50:17 GMT
Her baobao is nervous. That’s not news - he’s usually some kinda nervous, except for those beautiful moments when she’s got him in her hands, in her arms, and he gets all warm and butter-soft and sweet. Thing is, cute as he is when she gets him nervous (and there’s little in this world that she likes better, mind you) — when external influences are responsible? When it’s not silly, playful, for fun, meant to lower his defenses and wind him up safely so she can soothe him down? Anything less than that, she likes a whole lot less.
“Nah.” She squeezes his side a little, reassuring, a reminder of their proximity. When Kei is with Yaoyao, he’s safe. When Kei is with Yaoyao, she’ll raze a city block to the ground before she lets him get hurt. “Technically, we don’t have to do shit. But if you want, I can go in there, check it out. Or we can just reschedule, if they’re uh-“
Another squawk, CLANG, and yowl ring out from inside the shop. Yaoyao raises an eyebrow, amused despite herself.
“—preoccupied by… technical difficulties or somethin’.” ‘Sides, there are a lot of things she’d prefer to do before she leads her boy into a little shop of chaos full of animals that are freaking out over who knows what. Panicking animals are unpredictable. Panicking and trapped animals are desperate. Desperate animals - desperate animals are dangerous.
If anyone’d know that, it’d be her.
Kei Hada
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